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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

the world seems to be at peace after the paper.
but i reckon not.
couldn't u jus ask properly?
of cos i wud owis think is me ur fingerpointing at!!
it was so a freaking blatant act!
i wudn't feel this way out of nothing!
i jus wanna be at peace.
can i ever do dat? sigh.
won't dere b a reconciliation?
it seems a far catch.

some things are jus so unravelling.
and im lamenting badly.
though i do believe in 1 Cor 10:13..
such promises are so so "unbelievable".
im so going back to where i was.
closing...
be secondnary to things dat i ought to be.
is difficult to open again.

oh. something uplifting.
would i ever think i could be united's drummer?
is possible. and is tangible to think of it.
my aunt's gonna support tat. so ish my granduncle whom my dad respects.
imagine shoppin centres closin at like 6 or 9pm? whichever it is.
imagine the atmosphere every sunday.
marty sampson, joel houston, luke munns... etc.
and if i knw dat any one of these guys are unmarried, ha. i may close doors forever too! unless unless...
oh. da skateparks. da cafes. da apartments.
sydney opera house? bondi beaach.
and yes yes. ethan the drunk crapper. kate the lovely dancer.
grandunkle the "fierce" story teller. (in fact, grandaunt is more fierce.)
and dere's uli, his sister(name forgotten!).. oh. and wat does uli's kid call me?
5 yrs down da road. i probably be thinking abt this. or earlier perhaps.
reuniting. even if it's not in 1-2 yrs time.
i'll probably join in like a few yrs time. whaha. i'll drop by when u guys get married. lol.
i hate to say this. i'll probably be an "orphan" by then. and salvation reaches him as well i hope.
if given i was much younger. i wudn't dare to even think of it.
i wanna go on and on and nv stop.

for now, i'll try being seth. exception for blogging. xD