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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

i wished i stood tall. strong. calm.
10 reasons to feel so.
comes another point of break point.

tis show - on the edge. (not advising u to watch)
a undercover cop for 8 yrs.
every each time he pleads to b an ordinary blue uni cop.
his superior delayed his request of transfer for 8 long years.
he endured and fell into the deep pits of trust of the other side of darkness.
found his love there. his buddies and a place of belonging.
but ironically, he was still able to point the tip of his gun at his ever-trusting triad boss.
remorse.
after puttin on his "robe".. ordinary life starts but regrets came along too.
torn between the girl in the triad and his ordinary life.
in e end found himself lost in his identity. but all he wanted was to b a real cop.
sad ending. shan't elaborate.

gave me some thoughts though.
>>have i led a life that seems so non-christian? but called myself to b a believer?
>>should i not have taken that particular step which caused a turmoil in my life?
>>one can turn back.. only with God is that possible. not the things of the world.

tmr's my first day as a coporal in armour.
wonder wat it wud b like.. tanks and all..
anyway lookin forward to the camp..
breakthrough. hopin for one.