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Saturday, August 13, 2005

13 August 2005 Saturday

interestingly, my lecturer din came by yest. but still
i gotta face him on tuesday. and for j cell i was so
inattentive. i have to face my weakness!! and dat is
being able to worship even with the music u don really
like and the environment serving a cause for u to feel
like dere's no atmosphere for praise and worship.
i have to learn to worship under all circumstances!!
and yes. dat was one of the points which i learned
from pastor although he was talking about
committing to come cg even when ur tired or giving
urself an excuse to do so.

and again, at home, after using da computer, i
happily wanted to watch tv til my bro pop by my
room to talk to me. im glad. but at that vv
moment, i was pissed, wished i hadn't had such
a bro. thank God it was jus fer dat moment.
sucha long time, the transparency was revealed
and i broke down and showed my weak side. talk
abt Dad, talk abt how we grew up without mum.
and haven't been really transparent towards Dad
and given his character, i would prolly be
slaughtered by him if i told him things i did which
he did not knew.

by Faith, also in which the QT had taught me about,
i told him everything JUS NOW. and he said is
alright! yea.. i sang salvation is here throughout my
way home! cos it had a sentance sang like tis..."God
above all my hopes and fears!!, i don't care what
the world throws at me!, we're gonna be alright!!"
yea..indeed i was alright..

SOP conference was so kewl!! and im so lookin
forward to Hillsongs conference nxt yr redi!! if
it doesn't clash with my NS admittance. and yes
sonic fest!! pre-signed up for the stage crew!
which kev offered so! whaha. and many many
more!! and is time to pray again for a calling.
im jus so wanting God to challenge me but yet
scared it would be a serious challenge. whaha.
owells. shall c how God works.