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Friday, July 29, 2005

29 July 2005 Friday

im feeling tired and sickly.
and i managed to visit se fest last nite. it was loud. as expected.
but i was gg thru a head ack! but nvm. enjoyed da music and God.

missed out OA. but caught surreal! their new tees are so "star-wars"!!
eek! da green one still da best. and da most frustratin thing abt da fest.
is dere's so many entrances and exits!!! it kinda annoyed me cos it kept me out
when i was early. and i stood outside da entrance like some poor kid.
and many things didn't help. but who cares man.

i'll jus put it aside and God was good. temper was a weakness in me.
and it overturned that anger to peace. how marvellous?

i was desperate fer God last nite before i went to bed.
cos i knw da only God or person i could count on was Him.
the strength and energy to get back home frm sonic fest was draining away so fast.
i din ate breakfast and dinner. though i had heavy lunch. i regretted it.
cos it was all heaty food. caused inflammation in my body. caused my whole head to burn!
my feets was like on fire! nv felt tat kinda hot! i was thinkin wud i die of high fever?
i didn't care but jus do wat God wanted me to do. bathe cold water. drink cold water.
ate a pill of panadol. slpt with the fan on. i was shivering cold. even with my blanket on.
whole head was like darn hot. teared. sayin my desperate prayers to God.
in a blink of an eye, nxt morning arise. and head ack gone. so was da hotness.
but not the throat pain. could still sing though. jus da swallowing part.
and alive here blogging.

i jus wanna stop thinking. can i?
thinking of wat to do during the weekends really worries me.
not in a good mental state of mind given my "high fever".
and is time to get a thermometer.

the talkin point. if ur sick at home, and no one in ur family cares to check ya thermal degrees,
would u b angry with them? and when u c ya frens, and ur not lookin good, (given tat they ain't blind)
dey would not b bothered to knw wat's happening to ya, will u get angry? (prolly it worsen ya sickness.)



ANSWER (from jon's view)::
u really wanna read my answer before u answer?

but heck dat, why anger? anger is sin. my answer. do u owis like to read the answer before u answer? bad habit.