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Monday, June 13, 2005

130605 Mon.........

yet another weekend ended so soon. and im back to office.
in one such short period of time i had ups and downs and alot of emos.
wad does it take to really fufill one's life purpose.

all of a sudden, i seems so aimless in my directions.
i felt i have let down God fer so many times.
had it been da grace dat God had..
tat im still here blogging?

friday had a great cell session.
uncle thomas again reminded me of knowing God.
it turns to one main point dat i learnt. where was my focus in life? wad drives my life today?
unknowingly my focus shifted so far frm God.
and i still expect to b lead my da spirit to do things. silly me.

saturday was all abt drums. the music and the church.

sunday was all abt fellowship broken and mended.
tis was da day i found rest. but of cos i had alot of emos running wild in me.
human relations was a weakness of mine.
i began to think whether i have been treating certain peepz correctly..
have i become so insensitive?
did i had a bigger head den my heart?
but God knws me.
at the right time.. things happen. a test i believe.. to again apply wad i had learnt.

i need the tunning of my heart again. tunned to the heart of worship.

how many times have i broken Your heart, but still You forgive, if only i ask.
does this phrase touch you?
i hope it does. cos it speaks of God's unfailing love.
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so much fer da down part. almost forgot da UPs!
i believe praise and worship ministry is growing quite abit.
new drummers. new keyboardists. prolly new bassists by the end of the yr.
i'll most prolly focus myself on worship leading and songs!!
i wanna learn piano!! ha. xp

and yes. friendships and relationships restored are the most happy stuffs dat i had.
and urm... i think i need more spiritual check ups now and den.
im so vulnerable. sigh~ but is good!! x) somehow.
and recently found a vv good website on praise and worship.
if u need it, ask me. x)

and yes. uncle thomas requested fer socca!
is gonna sports wkend fer me tis wk! i hope!!
cos im quite skeptical abt the guys availability to play.

and YES. PCK musical. free tix 4 me to watch it!
blessed.

wad else? i have a home to stay, friends to fellowship with, a family to love.. and a God who loves forever..
AMEN!



united live latest gig. (from left: joel houston, marty sampson, they are actually 6-piece. can't see da other 4.)
how cool is dat. dey were claimed to be blink182 with a religion twist. ha.
i guess it was an evangelistic thingy.