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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

150605 wed

many things to blog.
so many feelings i wanna shout it out.
can jus shout silently here. sad ya?

i had decision makings.
i have da strong urge to get out of p&w knowin i won't regrets.
i realise i hadn't been a true worshipper.
i need to get back to humble ways.
i tried IT. but blog wasn't a good response.
though im disappointed. but well. it's all good.
allowed me to knw dat i shudn't take up a new ministry.
prolly shud go back to usher. something not of too much burden or responsibility.
for those peepz who knw me well enuf knws i don really like responsibility.
and...... yea i knw i shud not feel tis way. im learning to.
setbacks. i had alot. i probably lost trust in some peepz. whereas i gain some.
i'll b sure of da decision when time comes.
have been anticipating on God's calling.
and prolly continue to stay right with Him.

i seriously need to save up.
intend to spend only 35 per week. which i think i can.
gonna fast every wed.
though i have da idea of becoming fat.
but shall make do with any blessings!
and when my pay day's come!! dat's d-day fer me!!
hope i can really control!!!

oh. was wrking on a new blogskin fer cooslol. which i think is gonna b my 2nd last or last for it.
kinda giving up.
by den i prolly focus more on my own graphics design and stuffs.
hope i can really pick up mass interest in it.
if not i'll hop onto media.

mild light green top and dark brown jeans/pants look nice!
u guys shall c me buyin more colors fer clothes.
it matches one of my halfway-composed song. literally abt God providing colors to my world! haha.
jus prayin dat God will provide some cheap deals fer me.

da tot of gettin my music really serious is slowly moving up my priorities.
i believe i can do more with music for God.
provided... His plans is dere for me to do so.
i'll jus wanna focus on God all my life. and do so til i see His face.
and of cos..... i gonna invite peepz to church!! dat's da great comission God gave YOU and ME!!
yea..... to the ends of the earth..
so i-shuffle to beef up my music sense... a guitar to b portable music source anywhere i go.
prolly some piano lessons to allow some classic soul in me.

a long blog.
but oso a blog which may last me fer da nxt few days.
unless im really dat free. ha.
if not i'll post photos. x)
i miss my camera. hp's camera sux big time. i got cheated. x (

and oh ya oh ya!
i broken da record of wakin up late last sat!!
and broken da record of slpin late today!!!!!
and yes!!
PCK musical was a crack!
for once, gurmit singh proves he ain't any silly ah beng wannabe.
say all you wan. im beginning to admire gurmit's talent. ha..

last of all, i like green.
ps: im not jealous or envy or TORTOISE. xp