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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

290605 wed

im in wonder.
caught myself in fluster.
hit an odd juncture. (is a bad thing)
seems so paradoxical.
esp. after my life's "inauguration" into office world.
and with so many revelries of office happy "occasions".

the ultimate tussle is btwn me and me.
regardless of wadeva sense of decorum i may hv.
regardless of wad untainted views i had frm ppl.
still, i see myself synonymous with lost.
could see my life spiraling to nowhere.
it seems like a legitimate affair.
of cos it is. with God esp.
Often find myself in lackadaisical attitude towards Him.
i feel myself in desperation for love.
for Him.
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php scripting is makin me crazy.
nearly crush the keyboard and strangle my colleague.
tot had finish it off.
but . there's a hidden agenda!! owis!! it nv fail to hpn!
and yes. right now, im takin a break.
for the first time, God din plan fer anyone to b on msn.
so im focused. and dat's why im crazy due to php.

news of gettin paid late is da last thing i wanna hear!
im so broke. broken as well.
in times like tis, is da best.
God owis make winners out of it.
winners over the situation.
im glad to take part in da training.
lookin forward to winning the prize tat is ahead of me.
loosen the champagne. hear the celebration.
cheers.