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afraid
Friday, June 03, 2005

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so afraid.
when i knw i shudn't
still lookin towards Him.
hope i won't fall hard.

still learning to live a life dat loves, dat gives Praise in All things, a child in awe of Him.
feelin da pressure in my workplace.
esp. after my lecturer came.
somehow i feel like i have fallen into a deep pit and with no rescue rope.
many things i have yet to do and failed to do.
but still i believe God has a great plan fer me.

given yet another project to do up some webby.
this time without help. it wrks.
yea. happy but yet i don feel good. cos is so static. no real effort
NOW I NEED PROGRAMMING! i need to love it fer these few months
if not ima feel so shitty in this freakin big company.
not to mention letting down my colleagues and superiors.
i feel so obliged to do a good job here.
HELP.

no worries. still feeling positive.
believe God will nv forsake me. and you. and everyone else!

1 and half hrs to go.
i wish it wud jus go past in a flash. it will. in one and half hrs time.

everybody! is time to loosen up! cos is da wkends!! enjoy!!