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Friday, May 13, 2005

clean.
i wonder who wanna b dirty?
but is so hard to be clean at the same time.

oops. i meant clean spiritually as well.
but prolly mentally as well.
realised u have to b clean spiritually, den it will show it physically.

really disgusted with myself.
why am i doin it. WHY? i dono.
but at that instance. it was really not in my mind.
dirtied.
regretted.
hope to b clean.
sry God.
din wanna spent time slackin too much.
but i guess it wasn't much of a choice to choose to do smthing constructive.
character seems to be lacking in a dangerous way.

regrets. REGRETS.

can you not freakin "shout" at me.
i don wanna pick up a quarrel again.
i really controlling my temper. but jus don get me into it.
PLS.

i wanna change.
need me to confess?
i WILL.
when da need comes.

cleaned my kitchen.
was freakin pissed with myself.
pick things up again.

how many time have i broken your heart.
but still if i ask.
you forgive.
tears.
love.
for.
me.