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Friday, April 15, 2005

back again. paused my blog fer awhile but only to find myself in distraught. wasn't in da my best spiritual walk. could only spare myself to losing my ignity. wanted to get back to God. realise i hv been wasting. somehow. wasting my youth away. not doin the things i ought to do. the world's in motion. but i still hv yet to start a move with God. how much more do i wan? i really wanna walk back. with the times of delirious excitment of the right path. ish jus amazin to see the young generation, strong, passionate and hot abt God. but i wan is da inside of me. not da outward face. not tat fake dimension of my appearance. is tis how i shud go? i don wanna stand here and jus shout his praise. i wanna tell da world. of his Love. his grace. and merices fer me. Look to Him. and dat all i need is Him. i can say. i can say i don love Him enough. YET. but i knw what the world will never take away frm me. i know. i need salvation. salvation frm my past. frm my disobedience. frm my immorals. my life.



i wanna act wad i say. but i do wad i do not wan to do. not do wan i need to do. yet do things i need not do. not do wad i wan. no matter wad. im still a child. a child being loved. day and night.



all i need to say: sorry.