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Saturday, March 05, 2005

save me....
oh. how far can i go? furthest i could i hope.
wad a blundered week. cases of shitty and ridiculous and outrageous projects. draining all my energy left fer weekend away. why is tat? not nice. hate it. all i can do is jus stare at the ever-still monitor, filling my eyes with radiation of stress, affectin my soul. codes codes codes codes. fer this instance, i incredibly wanna crush em under my not-so-strong feets. but of cos due to such annoyin and enormous frustrations, my feet seems to have sap some energy frm somewhere jus to do dat, if possible, tat is.

blood pressure gettin to my head. feelin boiled. could jus smack one egg on top of me. causing yellow yolk to turn unliquid. dat's how much my degree of stress is. if you could only understand.

though. i may find solace in frens. but ultimately, i made a choice to actually think thru with Him. among these happenings, hit by many others problems as well. prolly taken my limits yet another higher level. i guessed. seem not to have matured in my mind. but fer once, sky seems so bluish to me. dint looked grey. i could jus feel an urge to reach out fer da softly-looked clouds. slidin down a rainbow to feel da wind rushin thru me. nice feeling. alright. outta my dream now. learnt not to look down even when da skies turns grey. when problems start to rain down. da aftermath of a storm will b bright and surprisingly,pleasantly outstanding.

rescued.