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Thursday, March 10, 2005

wad a start to my week. stress, stressssssssss, and stresssssssssssssssss. well, my week din start on monday. started on the previous friday, when i had to slog till 5, 6am together with skoomates in front of the com at different locations. specifically, at our own homes.
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but now how different it is! loving every minute now. but will have to do somethin more creative and constructive when the time of exams and after-hols comes. thinkin back... screwed my blurdy jap presentation, my interview with my disturbing nervousness. each word dat i spoke, i wonder i why i blabbered that word out. and words tat i wanted to say, kept still in my mind, not reachin even to my nerves to communicate with my mouth. somehow, my brain screwed me as well. but all was good. by His grace. who wud expect.
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alot more to say.
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recallin how He really helped me thru my stress crisis. monday proj deadline. sunday, whole day in church. can someone say oh my goodness? i did. but mind u, it was really good. usually we wud say, trust in Him, leave all ur worries to Him. He'll take care of everything. indeed, my mind, my emo, my heart..He kept at peace.
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as i was saying.. i'm back.. oh..ya..i was sayin..=x my crisis? ya..ish over. and it really gives such exhilarating joy and composed peace in me. anyway.. IT skoos lecturers are somewhat supa-friendly ones. prolly ish one of the plus points of bein in IT studies. din really come across any unforgivin, merciless superiors except fer one, sacarstically mean at times, but still good. ha. controversial? u'll knw when u knw dat lecturer.
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sry studies, talk abt it in a week's time. exams. nah. don wanna think abt it. will get the rest i needed to revitalise my motivation to study yet again. hols i m lookin forward. jus ample time to let think thru wad i really need to do with my quite messed-up life..
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at da meantime, drums lessons, songs composing, healthy lifestyle, IT management, and prolly doing some "chase" stuffs, is wad plan to do now. prolly thinkin big abt photography, designs and stuffs. been playin too much games, and is da same old game which i don feel bored of it. weird me. sigh~
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so ppl, ask me out! ok! fine! i'll ask u guys out.
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peace to the lost. love to the found.