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Monday, January 31, 2005

from learning what's so important about bible reading to how it affects one person's lifestyle means so much to me. all along did not know that i wasn't the one who produce the light to shine on the darkness, instead i was jus a reflector of God's light. but it wud b amazing to see the light shine upon people still in the darkness without having God to shine the light Himself.

how much service i gave wasn't that important, it was jus a vertical relationship with the One above. another truth to realise again after a while of ignorance in me. in such a 2-3hrs talk with my mentor(no matter wad changes, she's still someone whom i can still learn from and highly respected.), though not bein in the same church, i sometimes wish things were jus like before. but anyways, it was a chance of able to know myself, or rather God was somehow speaking to me. mayb my hear isn't sensitive enuf to hear Him myself, due to no constant communication and lack of self control. coming frm a song, desperate for Your touch, never needed it so much, all i want is You...says so much about my weakening relationship with God.

sad but not down..good stuffs still happens. lub my dad, my bro and my sis. realise people around me also had given me much needed grace to allow me learn and grow. feel so much fer em. thks. (well, whoever u think u had helped me in one way or another. ;) and to those who thinks i'm fierce or dao.. pls give me a chance! =)

like our bible says, God's mercies are brand new every morning..also mentioned in the urban race newsletter...even if u break a promise, break a rule, did something that doesn't please God, every day is a new start, need not be the 1st day of the new yr..of cos..do not take this prviliege fer granted, thinking that since that is so, we can sin everyday..well, mayb exposing urself, expressing ur feelings is better than isolation, drawing a line between ur world frm reality..i'll wud b losin out alot if i stay alone, cos in God, binary relationships between people around us ish jus as important in our walk with Him. cheers!